friends forever?

Chance upon a photo on the web, and instantly i felt damm pissed. Seriously, tell me what's the reason for MIA-ing? I can't find any reason for your actions.

1. Army? I have tons of friends in army, and i don't see what you can be so busy with that you can't even reply any smses or calls.
2. Gf? Maybe your wkends are filled up trying to spend more time with your gf, but our 4 years plus of friendship is not worth any meet up for after 6 months?

I really don't know what's up in your mind right now, and what you are exactly thinking. Because, the random photo i get to chance upon really make me think through again how much we meant to you? Have you thought of us any bit during this period of time? Or do we meant nothing and never came across your mind?

I don't know why i'm putting in so much effort into this friendship, trying to contact you over and over again, when it seems to me that you can't be bothered at all. I do not expect you to be there as and when i need you like before, but i just need to feel like you're still there, feel that you still care.

So many major happenings happened to me this year, i was in such a bad state, but no reply. You were someone i could turn to previously. What now?

And actually, if i happen to have the chance to see you right now on the street, idk what i would say. I think i would feel like tearing and give you a punch. I never felt that bad losing contact with a friend.

Hopefully someday, miracle happen. You will take some initiative to call us, or you'll reply our call/text someday. I don't know how long more i could hang on to this before i'm giving up.

I realized that i was holding on to something that didn't exist anymore. That the person i missed didn't exist anymore. People change.The things we like and dislike change. And we can wish they wouldn't all day long, but that never works.

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